Friday, August 5, 2022

breaking rules feels good - genuine thought process

how it seemed vs how it felt Not gonna lie, kinda sat here right now not really knowing what to type after just writing in my journal. I realised that is a pretty cool feeling, as I'm not dwelling on my shitty anore…

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Monday, August 1, 2022

what if?

living in fear of not knowing what's going to happenThis is probably the reason i have been stuck in a 'quasi-recovery' cycle hour to hour, day by day, week by week, for the past year. The fear of not knowi…

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Wednesday, July 27, 2022

starting recovery for the last time

fight or flightToday is the day.
How many times i have said that in my life now is abit of a joke. A stroke of reality with anorexia, but so deeply irritating, embarrassing and the loss of hope. Why can't i just …

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i had no idea what was going to happen

my storyFrom a young age, I've both loved food and been fearful of it. I could never pinpoint why, and i didn't want to blame anything other than myself, however, now on reflection, i know I'm not blaming a…

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